Haec habui dicere
Плеер поставлен на рандом - признак того, что в скором времени его содержимое поменяется. Репетиция отменена - уже в третий раз подряд - поэтому спокойно и без спешки иду с работы домой. Постигаю звучание новых наушников. И вот играет песня... Comfortably Numb. Песня, слышанная мною уже тысячи раз. Но внутри все вздрагивает и начинает плакать. Внешне я спокоен, я такой же зомби, как и все остальные прохожие. Может быть, разве что, чуть более грустный. Странно... ведь песня ни капельки не прожитая, у меня нет с ней никаких личных ассоциаций, со мной никогда не происходило того, что происходило с героем этой песни. Никогда меня не откачивали, не заставляли возвращаться и продолжать шоу. Да и шоу никакого нет и не было. И в чудовище я не превращался. Но почему я чувствую себя именно героем этой песни? Почему душа говорит, что не где-то и когда-то, а здесь и сейчас я являюсь именно героем этой песни? Бред какой-то.
Hello... hello... hello...
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on... come on now...
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax... relax...
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok... ok...
Just a little pinprick. [ping]
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on... come on now...
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax... relax...
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok... ok...
Just a little pinprick. [ping]
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.